O & G

I feel so lost and alone at the moment.

Tomorrow is my Gynae appt. I really do not know what to expect from the appt, more tests for me? I am really really worried now. Only Allah knows how scared i am feeling. Hopefully things won't be as bad as how i am imagining them to be.

I will be going alone. I guess i am used to it by now but at times i wish i did have some kind of moral support, someone accompanying me for these kind of things. To make it worse i have been crying even before i starts doing this blog, how silly i am.

As for my blood test i might be doing it on friday instead. I just want to get the Gynae appt out of the way first.